It’s been almost four months since I last updated my blog. Firstly, I’m sorry for being away for so long. No. I was not so busy that I couldn’t write a single post in four months. I don’t really know what has gotten into me that I just can’t seem to complete writing a single post. I have more than ten half-written posts. Yeah, you heard that right. TEN. Either I can’t complete them or even when I do, I feel they are not good enough to be published here. And, I SO hate this. But I promise, I’ll be back again and this time hopefully with a bang. 😀 Keeping my fingers crossed on this!
In other news, I have been working since the past three months. My first job EVER. 🙂 Except for this, life’s pretty much the same as it was. Signing off for now with a promise to come back soon.
P.S – Dear Blog,
I miss you. I really do. And I promise, I’ll be back. Like, real SOON! 🙂
I hate the way you make me feel,
I hate that you can read my mind,
And that you’re always right.
I hate the way you make me smile,
even when I wanna cry.
I hate your thoughts that haunt me.
I hate the way you pass by me,
and not even talk.
I hate the way you left me hurt,
And now that you don’t even care.
I hate that I can’t be angry,
I hate crying over you.
I hate it when you lie,
I hate the fact that I fell for you,
And that I’ll never get over you.
I hate that I don’t hate you,
not even a bit,
not even at all.
I hate so many things,
But the thing I hate the most is,
I hate myself for NOT hating you!
2009. What a year it was. A year full of ups and downs, more of the latter though. 😦 Things don’t seem to be getting any better yet. Learnt a whole lot a lessons. Lies, betrayal, broken frienships, disappointment, fear, anger, disgust and offcourse wrapped in between all of these a little bit of joy and happiness – experienced it all. In short, a year full of mixed emotions.
The one thing that has left a worst impact on my mind was the sad demise of one of my best friends brother. He was more like a younger brother to me too. Maybe that’s the reason I still can’t get over it. It was the first time I experienced something like this. May his soul R.I.P.
Talking about the good /better side of 2009 –
2009 was truly the year of Twitter. It’s been more than six months since I joined twitter and it has now become an integral part of my life. I made some genuinely awesome friends on Twitter.
I started my blog. 🙂
I kindoff figured out who my real friends are.
And hmmmmm, I completed my Graduation! 😆
Good or Bad, the years’ almost come to an end. It’s time to put everything behind, dump all the sad memories and move on with the good ones with the only hope that 2010 would be better than 2009.
But before 2009 ends, I wanna thank my friends and family, all of you who made me smile and forget all my worries and made this year beautiful for me. Thank You! 🙂
And to those who did the reverse of the above – Thanks to you all too. I got to learn a lot from you guys. So, No regrets!
So, let’s all of us enjoy the
last day last few hours of 2009 and welcome 2010 with arms wide open.
“Year’s end is neither an end nor a beginning but a going on, with all the wisdom that experience can instill in us.”
Some of the New Year Quotes I loved. Thought of sharing them with you guys –
#1 – We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called Opportunity and its first chapter is New Year’s Day.
#2 – Tomorrow is the most important thing in life. Comes into us at midnight very clean. It’s perfect when it arrives and it puts itself in our hands. It hopes we’ve learned something from yesterday.
#3 – Every tomorrow has two handles. We can take hold of it with the handle of anxiety or the handle of faith.
#4 – New Year’s Resolution: To tolerate fools more gladly, provided this does not encourage them to take up more of my time.
Here’s Wishing you’all a very Happy and Prosperous New Year ahead!
Merry Christmas everyone! Enjoy this day spending time with your family, friends, loved ones, presents galore and most importantly chocolates and cakes. 😛
A little smile, a word of cheer, A bit of love from someone near, A little gift from one held dear, Best wishes for the coming year… These make a Merry Christmas!
It’s been a long time now
since you broke my heart
I don’t know
why did you do that
Still have those unanswered questions
I try to be strong
But somehow I still can’t
get you off my mind
Never ever thought that
I’ll see this day without you
Only if you knew how I felt
Hearing your name
Left a spark on my face
Now, there’s pain to accompany it
Why did you have to pretend
Should I be sad that you are not with me?
Be happy that you were once mine?
why did you have to go away?
I hope now you’re happy
very happy without me
I hope that you get everything you want in life
But most of all
I really hope that you’ll miss me one day
As much as I do now.
P.S – This poem was written by me just for time-pass. Random thoughts, you see. Nothing’s related to me. 😛
(Considering all the comments this post/poem is getting, I was forced to add this note to avoid confusion)
For those who use Twitter regularly, it isn’t very difficult to guess where did I get this idea (writing a post on this topic) from. And for those who don’t. The other day I saw this topic i.e #DecemberWish as one of the trending topics on Twitter. Trending topics in short = most talked about topics. So I thought why not make a list of things that I wish to do in December. I knew it won’t be fun like making a shopping list. 😀 Nevertheless, if I make a list, maybe I would take things seriously and finish them when I’m supposed to. Atleast I can try to do so. 😀
P.S – To make it look attractive, I’ve accompanied the list with suitable pictures. Just for FUN! 🙂
So here comes a list of Top 10 things to be done /completed /followed in December by me!
#1– Study HARD
#8– Apply for a Driving License
#9– Hmmmm Hmmm. I finished doing the 9th thing yesterday, so not mentioning it here. 😛
P.S – Let’s see how much I succeed in this. 😀