You know that ‘extremely-happy-for-no-reason-at-all’ feeling? Yes, that. That is exactly how Iam feeling right now. I feel like I am on cloud nine. I just can’t stop smiling which is making me feel like a complete idiot. 😀 I have been listening to my old playlist of songs for quite some time now which has taken me into a completely different world. Even the most disturbing songs couldn’t take that smile off my face. Weird, eh? I know. I myself am wondering that is this even possible? Have I gone mad or something? I swear I am not high. 😀 I want to talk and talk. Just talk to someone and explain how I am feeling right now. Though I know I wouldn’t be able to explain. Words are not enough to explain what I am feeling.
Missing two people so so much. I wish they were right here or at least I could talk to them.
1] My brother, Ankur – It’s his birthday today. I want to hug and tell him that I love him and miss him a lot.
Happy Birthday, bro. May you have a great one. 🙂 *hugs*
2] My best friend, Manish – I am missing you, chokra. And, I know you are busy snoring away to glory. Not that I am complaining. Just 😛 😉 *hugs*
Just one of those rare days when life seems perfect even though you know, it’s NOT! 🙂
P.S: I know I sound all drunk and high, but I am not. I am just happy and I am loving it! 🙂
I am scared.
I am restless.
I am excited..
I am hopeless.
I am confused.
I am (not) confident.
Yes, I have my exams in 18 days. Major fml!
I should better go study, no? Yes. Thank you!
I have realized —
1. I think about people (read: friends and loved ones) way before I do about myself.
2. I expect. Not much, but I definitely do which I think comes naturally and unknowingly.
3. I am irritatingly understanding (blame it on the truckloads of patience that I have), as Manish had once quoted. Now I kinda totally agree with him.
4. Being all of the above is not always good.
5. I need to stop being all of the above. Like, seriously.
I’m standing at the point where I know, which bridges to cross and which ones to burn. Almost. Yeah. So, yay!
2009. What a year it was. A year full of ups and downs, more of the latter though. 😦 Things don’t seem to be getting any better yet. Learnt a whole lot a lessons. Lies, betrayal, broken frienships, disappointment, fear, anger, disgust and offcourse wrapped in between all of these a little bit of joy and happiness – experienced it all. In short, a year full of mixed emotions.
The one thing that has left a worst impact on my mind was the sad demise of one of my best friends brother. He was more like a younger brother to me too. Maybe that’s the reason I still can’t get over it. It was the first time I experienced something like this. May his soul R.I.P.
Talking about the good /better side of 2009 –
2009 was truly the year of Twitter. It’s been more than six months since I joined twitter and it has now become an integral part of my life. I made some genuinely awesome friends on Twitter.
I started my blog. 🙂
I kindoff figured out who my real friends are.
And hmmmmm, I completed my Graduation! 😆
Good or Bad, the years’ almost come to an end. It’s time to put everything behind, dump all the sad memories and move on with the good ones with the only hope that 2010 would be better than 2009.
But before 2009 ends, I wanna thank my friends and family, all of you who made me smile and forget all my worries and made this year beautiful for me. Thank You! 🙂
And to those who did the reverse of the above – Thanks to you all too. I got to learn a lot from you guys. So, No regrets!
So, let’s all of us enjoy the
last day last few hours of 2009 and welcome 2010 with arms wide open.
“Year’s end is neither an end nor a beginning but a going on, with all the wisdom that experience can instill in us.”
Some of the New Year Quotes I loved. Thought of sharing them with you guys –
#1 – We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called Opportunity and its first chapter is New Year’s Day.
#2 – Tomorrow is the most important thing in life. Comes into us at midnight very clean. It’s perfect when it arrives and it puts itself in our hands. It hopes we’ve learned something from yesterday.
#3 – Every tomorrow has two handles. We can take hold of it with the handle of anxiety or the handle of faith.
#4 – New Year’s Resolution: To tolerate fools more gladly, provided this does not encourage them to take up more of my time.
Here’s Wishing you’all a very Happy and Prosperous New Year ahead!
Merry Christmas everyone! Enjoy this day spending time with your family, friends, loved ones, presents galore and most importantly chocolates and cakes. 😛
A little smile, a word of cheer, A bit of love from someone near, A little gift from one held dear, Best wishes for the coming year… These make a Merry Christmas!
For those who use Twitter regularly, it isn’t very difficult to guess where did I get this idea (writing a post on this topic) from. And for those who don’t. The other day I saw this topic i.e #DecemberWish as one of the trending topics on Twitter. Trending topics in short = most talked about topics. So I thought why not make a list of things that I wish to do in December. I knew it won’t be fun like making a shopping list. 😀 Nevertheless, if I make a list, maybe I would take things seriously and finish them when I’m supposed to. Atleast I can try to do so. 😀
P.S – To make it look attractive, I’ve accompanied the list with suitable pictures. Just for FUN! 🙂
So here comes a list of Top 10 things to be done /completed /followed in December by me!
#1– Study HARD
#8– Apply for a Driving License
#9– Hmmmm Hmmm. I finished doing the 9th thing yesterday, so not mentioning it here. 😛
P.S – Let’s see how much I succeed in this. 😀
“It’s never too late to take action.”
Its 2:20 AM and I’m here sitting with my Compiler textbook with no intention of opening it and studying anything. 😀 I am not sleepy too. So I thought what better than writing my very first post. I was looking for a nice and interesting topic to start my blog since quite a few days or should I say almost a month. But then eventually I decided, keeping it simple and straight-forward would be much better. In the mean time I did write 1-2 posts but left them halfway thinking that those weren’t appropriate to start with. Doesn’t matter, I would post them sometime later.
Okay now the much-awaited question…
Why did I start Blogging?
Hmm, I had been wanting to start blogging since a very long time, but the procrastinator that I’m, I kept on delaying it. Also, I wasn’t sure whether I could manage doing it. I mean entering the blogosphere is really easy but surviving in there is difficult.
Coming back to the point, as a child, I always wanted to write a personal diary, but belonging to a middle-class Mumbai-based family, not all of us enjoy the privacy needed to write personal diaries and stuff like that. Now, there wasn’t anything that I would not have liked to be read by someone. But after all, a personal diary is a personal one- not supposed to be read by anyone. So I never took up the idea of writing one. Years passed and that wish of mine remained a wish. 😦
Almost a year back, a friend of mine introduced me to the world of blogging (She had just started blogging, then). I used to really enjoy reading her posts and used to actually look forward to reading them. :). And I must say she writes really well. Okay, let me disclose her name, enough of addressing her with she’s and her’s. It’s Anubha (You can check out her blog).
The bottomline is, her blog inspired me to start writing one. I also started reading blogs of other people. Somewhere I had entered the blogosphere but was always behind the camera, not in the front. 😉 Slowly all this awakened the deep down buried desire in me of wanting to write a personal diary. Although, there’s a lot of difference in writing a personal diary and a blog, it’s all about expressing your views, the way you think, the way you feel, etc. So, here I’m, new into this world of blogging. I hope to survive here for long. 🙂
Oh my God, it’s 3:21 AM. I think I should go to sleep now.
By the way, Welcome to my Blog. And Thanks Anubha 🙂